#261: Sex, Intimacy, and Attachment Styles
When we talk about attachment styles, we often focus on communication, conflict, emotional needs, and relationship dynamics. But one of the places attachment patterns show up most powerfully—and most painfully—is in our sex lives.
And yet, it's a topic that often gets overlooked.
The reality is that sex is one of the most vulnerable experiences we can share with another person. It involves desire, rejection, acceptance, exposure, intimacy, and connection—all of the things that attachment systems are highly sensitive to.
So if you've ever wondered why changes in your sex life feel so emotionally charged, or why you and your partner seem stuck in a painful cycle around intimacy, your attachment patterns may have a lot to do with it.
Why Attachment and Sex Are So Closely Connected
Attachment theory helps us understand how we respond when relationships feel uncertain, vulnerable, or emotionally significant.
Sex checks all of those boxes.
For many people, sexual intimacy isn't just about physical pleasure. It becomes intertwined with questions like:
Do you want me?
Am I attractive enough?
Are we okay?
Do you still love me?
Can I trust you?
Am I safe with you?
Because sex can carry so much emotional meaning, our attachment wounds often become highly activated in this part of our relationships.
How Anxious Attachment Influences Sexual Intimacy
For someone with anxious attachment, sex often takes on a significance that extends far beyond the physical experience.
Sex can become a source of reassurance.
Feeling desired by a partner may temporarily soothe deeper fears around rejection, abandonment, or not being enough. Being wanted sexually can feel like proof that the relationship is secure and that everything is okay.
This can create a dynamic where:
Sexual connection becomes a measure of relationship health
A decrease in sexual interest feels deeply threatening
Rejection feels intensely personal
Validation is sought through being desired
Anxiously attached people may also find themselves focusing heavily on their partner's pleasure while neglecting their own needs.
Just as they often prioritize others emotionally, they may approach sex with the mindset of:
"As long as you're happy, I'm happy."
While this can appear generous, it often comes from a deeper fear that if they don't meet their partner's needs perfectly, they'll lose the connection altogether.
How Avoidant Attachment Influences Sexual Intimacy
People with avoidant attachment tend to experience sex differently.
While they may enjoy sex and value it as part of a relationship, they're often less likely to view it as a primary avenue for emotional connection.
For many avoidantly attached individuals:
Sex feels more physical than emotional
Autonomy remains highly important
Emotional vulnerability during sex can feel uncomfortable
Communication about sexual needs may be limited
An avoidant partner may appear less emotionally engaged during intimacy. They might struggle with eye contact, emotional expression, affection, or verbal communication during sex—not because they don't care, but because deep emotional exposure can feel overwhelming.
They may also be more focused on their own experience unless their partner clearly communicates what they need.
This isn't necessarily selfishness. It's often a reflection of a broader relational pattern where emotional attunement doesn't come naturally and vulnerability feels unfamiliar.
The Unique Challenges of Fearful Avoidant Attachment
Fearful avoidant attachment often contains elements of both anxious and avoidant patterns.
Someone with fearful avoidant attachment may:
Crave deep intimacy and connection
Feel highly sexual and passionate at times
Pull away when vulnerability feels overwhelming
Alternate between pursuit and withdrawal
As with many aspects of fearful avoidance, their experience can vary dramatically depending on the relationship and the attachment style of their partner.
Why Anxious-Avoidant Relationships Often Struggle Sexually
One of the most common relationship pairings is the anxious-avoidant dynamic.
Interestingly, these relationships often begin with intense chemistry.
The Honeymoon Phase
In the early stages, sexual attraction is often strong.
The anxious partner feels deeply desired and validated.
The avoidant partner may feel freer to express passion because the relationship still feels light, exciting, and relatively low-pressure.
The result is often intense chemistry, frequent sex, and a strong sense of connection.
Then Things Change
As the relationship progresses beyond the honeymoon stage, the dynamics begin to shift.
The relationship becomes more real.
Expectations emerge.
Conflicts arise.
Vulnerabilities surface.
And this is often where attachment patterns become much more visible.
For the avoidant partner, increasing emotional closeness can start to feel overwhelming. If they're already feeling pressure, disappointment, or responsibility within the relationship, sexual intimacy can become another area where they feel demanded of.
As a result, they may:
Initiate sex less often
Pull away physically
Experience less desire
Become emotionally disconnected during intimacy
Avoid sexual closeness altogether
Why This Feels So Devastating for the Anxious Partner
For the anxious partner, a decrease in sexual connection rarely feels like "just less sex."
Instead, it often triggers fears such as:
"They're losing interest in me."
"I'm not attractive anymore."
"I've done something wrong."
"They must want someone else."
"Our relationship is falling apart."
Because sex has become linked to safety and reassurance, any change in sexual frequency or quality can feel like evidence that the relationship itself is under threat.
Naturally, the anxious partner often responds by trying harder.
They may:
Initiate more frequently
Focus more on their appearance
Become increasingly preoccupied with sex
Try to seduce or win back their partner's attention
Seek reassurance through physical intimacy
Unfortunately, these efforts often create even more pressure for the avoidant partner.
And that pressure typically leads to further withdrawal.
The Pursue-Withdraw Cycle in the Bedroom
What emerges is a familiar attachment dynamic:
The anxious partner pursues.
The avoidant partner withdraws.
The more one partner seeks connection, the more the other creates distance.
The more distance there is, the more urgently connection is pursued.
Over time, both partners end up feeling deeply misunderstood.
The anxious partner feels:
Rejected
Unwanted
Unattractive
Alone
The avoidant partner feels:
Pressured
Criticized
Inadequate
Trapped
Neither person feels safe.
And neither person's needs are truly being met.
Why Sexual Distance Becomes Harder to Repair Over Time
One of the biggest challenges with sexual disconnection is that the longer it continues, the more emotionally loaded it becomes.
When sex is a regular part of a relationship, it tends to feel natural and relatively low-pressure.
But after weeks, months, or even years of disconnection, intimacy starts to carry enormous emotional weight.
Every interaction becomes significant.
Every rejection feels amplified.
Every attempt at connection feels risky.
The result is often a stalemate where both partners stop trying—not because they don't care, but because the emotional cost feels too high.
Moving Toward a More Secure Sexual Relationship
Healing attachment wounds around sex isn't simply about increasing frequency or learning new techniques.
It's about creating greater emotional safety.
For anxiously attached individuals, this often means learning to develop a sense of sexual confidence and self-worth that isn't entirely dependent on being desired by a partner.
For avoidantly attached individuals, it often involves becoming more comfortable with emotional vulnerability, communication, and intimacy.
And for couples, it means learning how to step out of the pursue-withdraw cycle so that connection can emerge from a place of safety rather than fear.
Final Thoughts
Sex is rarely just about sex.
It's often a window into deeper attachment patterns, emotional wounds, and relationship dynamics that exist beneath the surface.
If you've found yourself stuck in painful cycles around intimacy, know that you're far from alone. These patterns are incredibly common, particularly in anxious-avoidant relationships.
The good news is that awareness is the first step toward change.
When we understand the attachment dynamics driving our reactions, we can stop personalizing every moment of disconnection and begin building a more secure, connected, and fulfilling relationship—both emotionally and sexually.
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Hey everybody. Welcome back to another episode of On Attachment. In today's episode we are talking all about sex, intimacy and attachment styles. So how do our attachment patterns influence our relationship to sex and what does that look like in a relationship when you have anxious avoidant dynamics in the mix? So this is a huge topic. It's one that I've touched on before. It's one that I've done like whole workshops on. I have a module on it in my healing anxious attachment course because it is really important and really often neglected, I think in conversations about relationships generally, but attachment specifically. And I do think that a lot of the kind of stock standard advice about sex and healthy sex life and all of the things tips for a stronger sexual relationship, all of those things are great and they also don't really capture the profound sensitivities and challenges that can exist and as a result of insecure attachment dynamics and where those meet the sexual dynamic.
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Because if we think about our attachment patterns as describing how we respond under conditions of like stress and high pressure, when the stakes feel high, well, where are the stakes Higher than in the sexual dynamic. Right. It's such a vulnerable arena in our relationships and it is absolutely, you know, a setting where our attachment patterns tend to be highly visible and operating at full force. So it's really helpful to understand what that looks like and what some of the common challenges can be so that we can just have awareness and talk about it. Because I think, as with so many things about sex, we don't talk about it. We kind of suffer in silence, so to speak. We experience a lot of shame. We assume there's something wrong with us or something wrong with our relationship without actually realising that so many other people are experiencing the exact same thing that we are experiencing.
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And I think that alone can be very soothing and reassuring because, of course, feeling alone in an experience makes it so much harder and more tender than realising that actually we're probably pretty normal, all things considered, even at the same time as we might be looking to change some of those things and get unstuck from those patterns. So I'm going to be diving deep into all of that today. Before I do, a couple of quick reminders. If you're not already subscribed my YouTube channel, please do that. It would be hugely helpful for me. I'd be very, very grateful for that. Second, quick reminder, if you are someone who struggles with anxious attachment or you're in an anxious, avoidant relationship, do cheque out the free resources on my website. I've got so much there.
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I've got free workshops and trainings that you can come along to. I've got guides, downloads, PDFs, meditations, I've got a quiz. I've got so much stuff there. So if you've been listening for a while and you haven't yet gone and checked all that out, or maybe you're new here, do dive deeper into all of those resources. I would love to be able to support you in that way. And of course, I also have my programmes, which you can cheque out if you're wanting to go even deeper. Okay, so let's talk about sex and attachment. So I'm going to start with a very brief overview of each of the attachment styles and how they tend to relate to sex.
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And then we'll talk about what happens when we combine those in a sexual dynamic in a relationship, and how that changes over the life cycle of the relationship and where that can lead to challenges or stuckness. So for anxiously attached people, sex tends to be this very important central focus of a relationship, and particularly when we struggle with insecurity and a Lot of anxious people will struggle with insecurity, generally low self worth. They'll worry that they're not attractive enough, worry that they're undesirable, generally, obviously that that trickles through to sex and might even be most pronounced when it comes to sex. So worrying that you're not sexually desirable, that you're not good at sex, feeling like sex is the ultimate confirmation of your worth. So feeling wanted sexually by a partner doesn't just feel validating and doesn't just feel good in the way that it does for anyone. But it feels like reassurance that the relationship is ok. Or it feels like it soothes the abandonment and rejection and unworthiness, wounds and fears that are so deep in the anxiously attached person's system. So you know, this person desires me, they want me.
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That isn't just like, oh, that feels good and that feels nice. It's like that feels safe. And of course, the flip side of that, which we'll talk about more shortly when we talk about relationship dynamics, is if that changes, if I'm feeling less wanted, then I kind of spiral and panic and freak out and assume that they've lost interest in me or that something things happening then. Another really defining characteristic of anxiously attached people when it comes to sex is that as in all areas of relationship, the focus tends to be on the other person. So in the same way that in relationships, anxiously attached people tend to be caretakers of other people's needs, tend to have this sense of don't worry about me as long as you're happy, I just want to meet all of your needs and make sure that you're enjoying this and that all of your preferences are catered to. That same kind of pattern can show up when it comes to sex. So there can be a real hyper focus on the other person and tending to all of their sexual needs and taking care of them and prioritising their pleasure and kind of having this attitude of like, don't worry about me, I'll just like take whatever I can get. But I shouldn't be the focus because you are the focus.
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And if I can make sure that you enjoy this and you have a good time, then you will be happy with me, then you will want me, then you will have a positive association with having sex with me and then I will be safe, right? Then you'll want to be with me and you won't leave me and all of those things. So sex can kind of be used as a tool to safeguard the connection in that way and to buffer against those fears around abandonment and rejection for the avoidant person. And there can be some differences here between fearful avoidant and dismissive avoidant. Of course, for someone who's more dismissive in their attachment patterns, sex tends to be more a physical act than an emotional one. They might like sex, they might enjoy it as a source of pleasure, but they're unlikely to see it as like, this beautiful way to feel so close to you and being really intertwined with the relationship. It doesn't tend to carry the same weight as it does for someone with anxious patterns. And so it's likely to be a bit less romantic, a bit less passionate. Someone with more avoidant patterns might be quite expressionless or quiet or feel a bit like they're not really in the room, like they're a bit checked out.
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Maybe they're not making eye contact with a partner. Maybe they keep their eyes closed. Maybe they're not being very physical or very engaged. They might not do much touching or kissing or other forms of affection. It might just feel a bit functional almost. So I think that for avoidant people, sex is more a means to an end than like a whole experience that, like, the journey along the way is something that's really meaningful and all of that, it's all about the destination. And of course that's like a real point of departure from someone with more anxious patterns who's like very hyper aware of every little moment and every cue and everything that's happening there. Avoidant person is less likely to be focused on all of that and is probably more goal oriented, let's say, when it comes to sex.
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And I think another thing about avoidant folks when it comes to sex, again, it's an extension of the relational pattern more broadly, is that they tend to be more focused on their needs than their partners. And so unless their partner asks for something quite directly, they're unlikely to think to to do that. They'll probably just prioritise what feels good to them unless they hear otherwise from a partner. And the communication overall is likely to be pretty minimal when it comes to sex because there may be some discomfort or awkwardness around that. So you might get a scenario where the anxious partner's not speaking up for what they want because that's vulnerable for them. And the avoidant partner is not volunteering anything or isn't actively prioritising their anxious partner's sexual needs. And so the whole experience is maybe more likely to be oriented around the avoidant partner's preferences, which can of course, over time lead to a Lower sexual satisfaction for the anxious, anxious partner. For someone with fearful avoidant patterns, I think it can kind of be a bit of both.
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There can be the intensity and the desire and the connection need of the anxious partner. But I think they can also experience some of the pullback or the discomfort or the vulnerability or the dissociation almost of people with more avoidant patterns. It sort of just depends person to person. And as is often the case for people with fearful avoidant patterns, it depends on who they're up against in terms of who they're in a relationship with, because their attachment patterns will often be quite responsive and expressed differently depending on whether they're with a more anxious partner or a more avoidant partner. While it's not the focus of this episode, just to round it out, people with secure attachment patterns tend to be, no surprises, pretty comfortable when it comes to sex. In that they advocate for what they want, they communicate well, they don't take it too seriously. It's something that they find fun and that they really value and invest in as part of their relationship. But it's not this like very high stakes, serious stress inducing thing that they're overthinking or that they're feeling really worried about, or that they're monitoring and that they're tracking or that they're dissociating from altogether.
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It's just like a healthy, fun part of the relationship that is meaningful and that they value and put effort into, but it just doesn't have that like really serious undertone that it feels like this high stress, high stakes encounter. So what happens when we combine that more anxious pattern of sex being very high stakes and essentially being a barometer for like how much you love me at any given point or how safe and secure the relationship is based on how much sex we're having and how you are towards me sexually and whether you seem to desire me. What happens when we combine that with someone who treats sex as like a largely a means to an end, who doesn't really relate to sex as being an emotionally connective experience, and who is kind of pragmatic almost when it comes to sex, in that it's about the destination, not the journey. So in my experience, this is the pattern I most commonly see. Of course there will be individual variations, so if it doesn't resonate with you, that's fine. But often at the start of a relationship, as is almost always the case at the start of a relationship, there will be sexual intensity in an anxious, avoidant kind of dynamic. There might be a lot of flirtation, a lot of chemistry, a lot of spark, even a lot of passion. And that can feel really great for both people.
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Obviously for the anxious partner, feeling desired always feels really good. Feeling pursued, feeling like someone's hunger almost for you is like so, so validating and reassuring for the parts of you that worry you are undesirable. So of course you're like soaking that up and really relishing in being the object of someone's desire for the avoidant partner who probably shuts those parts of themselves down a lot of the time because it feels vulnerable being to express your sexuality in a more unbridled way in those early days, weeks, months of a connection when it still feels kind of light. Being able to be more passionate and more embodied and more desirous sexually can feel really great for them as well. And so the sexual dynamic tends to start out pretty strong in a lot of anxious avoidant relationships. Unfortunately, what, what then tends to happen is as time goes on and you transition from that honeymoon period into what's called the power struggle stage, and if you look up, I've done episodes specifically on the honeymoon to the power struggle, not in the context of sex, but more broadly, what often happens is the relationship then starts to take on this quality of being a bit more serious. The rose coloured glasses wear off and we start to have moments of rupture frustration. We see our partner not as this perfect person that we've idealised, but rather as an imperfect person who is disappointing, who doesn't meet all of our needs, who irritates us in some ways, who fall short of our expectations and we start to have to get into the nitty gritty of what it means to actually be in relationship as two imperfect people with baggage and all of the things.
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And what that tends to do to the sexual dynamic is that for the avoidant partner who's real sensitivities and sore points in a relationship are feeling like they're a disappointment, feeling like their partner's always wanting more from them than they have to give and feeling like that's really lands as pressure and is something that they want to pull away from or push back against, sex can start to feel like this high stakes, high pressure, just another thing you want from me that I don't really want to give you or that I don't want to be close to you in that way, so I just turn away from. I think the other thing that can be challenging is if an avoidant partner is deactivating, which I've done other episodes and videos about that that you can go and look at part of their broader pattern of deactivation, which is essentially anything they do when they're starting to feel triggered by closeness to create some distance, which is what kind of regulates them or allows them to feel a bit more in control of intimacy or in control of a relationship dynamic of a situation. Sex is an area where they will tend to deactivate and turn away from. And they may really lose their desire for sex with their partner altogether and kind of switch off that part of themselves. And that can feel like a level of closeness that they are not available for because it feels suffocating. And if they're already feeling a bit suffocated or triggered by the relationship more broadly, being intimate in such an overt way might be something that they start to avoid and withdraw from altogether. And so when we look at that and see that, that it started out really strong, there's been a lot of passion and maybe what feels like a really strong sex drive on both sides, if that suddenly changes and the sexual frequency massively drops off. And even when you are having sex, the tone is very different, so it's maybe less passionate, less expressive, and feels a bit disconnected.
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For the anxious partner, who we know uses sex as a bit of a metre for the relationship, as a way to gauge how you're feeling about me and how sad, satisfied you are with me and with the relationship that rings alarm bells in really profound ways and feels like, oh, no, here's this person who I thought was a really sexual person and who really wanted me and now either I've done something wrong, they're losing interest in me, or perhaps the greatest fear is like they've gone elsewhere, they're interested in someone else, they're getting those needs met from someone else. And of course, anxious attachers tend to have a lot of fear around them. And that and infidelity and jealousy and all of those things. So that is often the catastrophic, worst case scenario that pops up when someone suddenly loses interest in sex. And as is often the impulse for the anxious partner, when met with withdrawal, pulling away the attachment system ramps up. And so the instinct is to try and initiate sex more or maybe put more effort into your appearance, maybe trying to like be really sexy, maybe trying to almost seduce your part to draw them in sexually, or making lots of more overt sexual bids for connection as almost like a way to test the hypothesis to see if your suspicions that suddenly they're not interested in sex. Like, is this all in my head or is this real. And if that doesn't work, and often it won't, because they will sense all of that as more pressure, as more of an attempt to get close to them that feels like something that they don't want or feel suffocated by.
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They may well pull away more or reject those bids for connection, which then confirms the hypothesis that they're pulling away, they've lost interest, they don't want me anymore, which obviously feels really, really distressing for the anxious partner for whom that's their worst fear. So that then leads to this spiral that can just get worse and worse. And it is a microcosm of that pursue, withdraw dynamic that exists elsewhere in the relationship. But because the stakes feel so high around sex, and that feels like something that's so much at the heart of the couple relationship that it feels really stressful, that it feels really worrying. And I think that there's truth to the fact that when sex feels hard in a relationship, when sex is a problem, it takes up so much space, even if it's an elephant in the room kind of situation that you're not acknowledging, it can really feel like an impasse, like it's a really all consuming problem. And it's hard to feel good about the relationship, particularly for the anxious partner, if, if things are feeling really tricky sexually, or if you're feeling kind of rejected, invisible, undesired by your partner, that can feel really hard. And of course feeling not only like hurt by that and naturally taking that personally, but feeling like there's nothing you can really do about it because you're only going to open yourself up to rejection so many times. And if you know that every time you seek closeness with your partner in that way, they turn away from you, it doesn't take long to stop trying.
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And of course that's where so many partners end up, in sort of a stalemate, where you've just turned away from each other sexually. And I think to make matters worse, the longer that you go without being intimate in a relationship, the more high stakes it feels to be intimate in a relationship, right? When it's just something that you do fairly regularly, then it's not that big of a deal. But if it's something you haven't done in a long time, then it does become this really high stakes thing. It feels like there is a lot of pressure attached to it because you haven't been doing it, so it becomes a big deal. So all of that just to acknowledge that there's a lot in this. And if you related to Any of that, as I'm sure many of you will. Again, it's not a universal experience, so it's not like every part of what I've just said will be true for you in your situation, but little nuggets of that. I hope that you feel validated in that you're not alone, that this is really, really common.
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Again, I'm in the privileged position of hearing a lot of people's storeys and there are certain common threads that come up time and time again. I do just want to reassure you that you're not alone in that, as much as it can feel that way. What I'm thinking as I'm speaking now is we might need a part two that talks about, like, ways to get unstuck from this sexual dynamic. Some of the things that you can do to. Troubleshoot's probably the wrong word. But to try and reconnect sexually in a way that doesn't just fall into that same pursue withdrawal pattern that we know actually makes this and everything else in our relationships worse. That doesn't entrench us in that me chasing you, you pulling away, me chasing harder, you pulling away harder. That leaves everyone kind of feeling lonely and rejected and powerless and like a failure and steeped in shame.
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And of course, sex is one of those areas where so many of us carry so much shame, not just from our relationship experiences, but just because there's a lot of really unhelpful conditioning that many of us have had and carried around sex. So maybe that's a part two that we need to do around, like, what we can do to develop a more secure sexuality in our relationships and kind of get unstuck from some of these places where we can really easily get stuck. And as I said at the start, it is something that I cover in my healing anxious attachment course more from the perspective of the anxious partner and how you can develop a really secure sexuality within yourself so that you're not so reliant on being wanted by someone as the source of your own sexual confidence. Because I think for a lot of us, we're so externally oriented and that makes us very vulnerable to feeling like we're either good enough or not good enough based on how someone responds. And of course, while that's very natural, it's also not particularly healthy or helpful because so much of the time someone's response is tied up in their own stuff and their own insecurities and their own attachment patterns, rather than being. Because we're not attractive enough or not sexy enough or not whatever enough. So. So, as always, there is work to be done on an individual level and there's work to be done relationally.
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Okay, I'm going to leave it there for today, guys. I hope that that's been helpful. If you have any questions or comments, if you're watching on YouTube or Spotify, you can drop them below the episode. Otherwise, I look forward to seeing you again next time. Thanks so much for joining me, guys.
Keywords from Podcast Episode
sex, intimacy, attachment styles, anxious attachment, avoidant attachment, relationship dynamics, sexual satisfaction, insecurity, low self worth, sexual desire, abandonment fears, rejection, caretaking in relationships, sexual validation, emotional connection, sexual vulnerability, communication about sex, sexual rejection, sexual frustration, honeymoon period, power struggle stage, sexual deactivation, suffocation in relationships, infidelity fears, jealousy, sexual frequency, sexual dissatisfaction, pursue-withdraw pattern, sexual shame, secure attachment