In today's episode we're going to be talking about why it's so easy to fixate on someone who is unavailable to you in some way and how that can actually be more about us than it is about them.
For many anxiously attached people, sex isn't just about pleasure—it's reassurance that the relationship is safe. But when an avoidant partner begins to pull away sexually, it can trigger a spiral of fear, rejection, and pursuit.
In this episode, we unpack one of the most common—and least talked about—attachment dynamics in relationships: sex, intimacy, and the anxious-avoidant trap.
In today's episode, we are talking about how to communicate with a partner who is very defensive. Defensiveness is just one of those things that so many of us have a really hard time being on the other side of and it's really frustrating. Communicating with a defensive partner can feel lonely and exhausting at times. And it’s important to say clearly: compassion does not mean tolerating chronic emotional unavailability, stonewalling, or dismissiveness forever.
In this episode, I’m diving into how fearful avoidant attachment actually plays out in relationships — from the intense connection and chemistry at the beginning, to the push-pull dynamic that can emerge once intimacy starts to feel threatening. We explore why fearful avoidant people can appear anxious in some relationships and avoidant in others, the role of shame and self-protection, and why these patterns can feel so confusing and painful for everyone involved. If you’ve ever experienced emotional whiplash in relationships, this episode will help make sense of the deeper attachment dynamics at play.
Fearful avoidant attachment, sometimes called disorganised attachment, is one of the more complex and often misunderstood attachment patterns.
While it’s thought to represent a relatively small percentage of the population, many people deeply resonate with this pattern—either because they recognise it in themselves, or because they’re in relationship with someone who has fearful avoidant tendencies.
At its core, fearful avoidant attachment is marked by a painful inner conflict: a deep longing for closeness alongside a deep fear of it.
There is often a powerful push-pull dynamic at play. The attachment system says, “I need connection. I want to be close.” But the survival system says, “Closeness isn’t safe. I need to protect myself.”
That internal contradiction can create a lot of confusion, both for the person experiencing it and for the people who love them.
We might call ourselves “a bit perfectionistic,” or say we just have high standards. And while there’s nothing inherently wrong with wanting to do things well or striving for excellence, perfectionism tends to run much deeper than that.
Nervous system regulation doesn’t have to become another overwhelming checklist. In this episode, I share a more human, low-lift approach to caring for your wellbeing—one rooted in protecting your energy, simplifying life where possible, and treating yourself as a precious resource. We explore why regulation is often less about doing more, and more about choosing ease, nourishment, and small everyday habits that help you feel resourced.
The first 30 days after a breakup can feel overwhelming, disorienting, and deeply painful—but they also hold the potential to become a powerful turning point. In this episode, Stephanie shares practical guidance for navigating heartbreak with intention, from self-care and no-contact boundaries to rebuilding your identity and creating the foundation for genuine healing.
If you’ve ever found yourself spiraling over a relationship, asking “Is this just my anxious attachment… or is something actually not okay here?”—you’re in very good company. This is one of the most common questions I hear from people with anxious attachment patterns. And it makes sense, because when you’re used to feeling insecure, overwhelmed, or unsure in relationships, it can be incredibly hard to tell what’s coming from you… and what’s actually about the dynamic you’re in. So let’s unpack it.
If you’ve spent any time learning about attachment styles—whether that’s through books, TikTok, YouTube, or Instagram—you’ve probably come across a piece of advice that sounds something like this: “If you’re anxiously attached, just avoid avoidant people. On the surface, it makes sense. If you’ve been hurt in an anxious–avoidant dynamic before, of course you’d want to protect yourself from repeating that experience. But here’s the thing: I don’t give that advice. Let’s unpack why.
#244: I Healed My Anxious Attachment… So Why Don’t I Want a Relationship Anymore? (Ask Steph)
When we think about “dependency” in relationships, it often carries a negative connotation. We imagine clinginess, neediness, or losing ourselves in someone else. But what if dependency—done well—is actually essential for healthy relationships? In a recent conversation with therapist and bestselling author Nedra Glover Tawwab (inspired by her new book The Balancing Act), we explored what it really looks like to move out of relational extremes—like codependency or hyper-independence—and into something far more sustainable: Healthy interdependence. Let’s break down what that actually means—and how to start cultivating it.
Modern dating can feel… a lot. Between dating apps, ghosting, endless swiping, and trying to build connection with people you barely know, it’s not exactly an environment that naturally supports emotional safety or security. In many ways, modern dating is inherently attachment-unfriendly. But here’s the good news: while you can’t control the dating landscape, you can control how you show up within it. And that makes all the difference. This post is all about how to upgrade your dating mindset so you can move from a place of scarcity, pessimism, or defeat… into one of self-worth, clarity, and agency.
If you’ve ever struggled with anxious attachment, you probably know how exhausting it can feel. The constant overthinking, the hypervigilance around a partner’s behavior, the urge to fix things immediately when something feels off—it can feel like your nervous system is always on high alert. The truth is that healing anxious attachment is possible—but it helps enormously to understand what the path actually looks like. When you know where you’re going and why, the process becomes much more grounded and manageable. Here’s a clear roadmap for what that journey often involves.
In this post, I want to unpack how anxious and avoidant attachment patterns tend to process breakups differently — and most importantly, why comparing your grief to your ex’s is one of the fastest ways to deepen your suffering. Because yes, anxious and avoidant people often cope very differently. And no, that difference doesn’t mean what you think it means.
If you’ve spent any time in the world of personal growth or relationships lately, you’ve probably heard people talking about attachment theory. It’s everywhere — on social media, in therapy rooms, in dating conversations — and for good reason. It’s an incredibly helpful framework for understanding ourselves and the ways we show up in relationships. But with its growing popularity, attachment theory also gets misused, oversimplified, and sometimes treated as the only explanation for why we are the way we are. So today, I want to take it back to basics and talk about what attachment theory is actually designed to do — and just as importantly, what it isn’t.