#219: How a Fear of Rejection Keeps Us From What We Want Most
Rejection is something most of us instinctively avoid. It can stir up fear, shame, embarrassment, and deep discomfort—and on a very human level, that makes sense. We’re wired to seek connection and belonging, so being rejected can feel threatening to our sense of safety and worth.
But for many people, especially those with anxious attachment patterns, the fear of rejection goes far beyond a normal aversion. It becomes a guiding force—quietly shaping decisions, behaviors, and relationships in ways that actually block the very things we want most: love, connection, intimacy, and fulfillment.
This is the cruel irony of rejection fear. In trying so hard to avoid it, we often guarantee the outcome we’re most afraid of.
Fear of Rejection Isn’t Just a Dating Thing
While rejection is often most visible in dating—where it can feel like we’re auditioning for someone’s love, attention, and approval—it doesn’t stop once a relationship is established. Nor is it limited to romantic contexts.
A fear of rejection can show up in:
dating and early relationships
long-term partnerships
friendships
work and career opportunities
social situations and self-expression
You might notice it when you hesitate to apply for an opportunity, afraid of what it would mean if you didn’t get it. Or when you avoid opening up to a friend because you’re scared they won’t reciprocate. Or when you silence your needs in a relationship, fearing that expressing them could push someone away.
In all of these moments, the underlying question is the same:
What if I put myself out there and it confirms that I’m not enough?
How Rejection Fear Shapes Your Behavior
At its core, fear of rejection creates risk aversion. We avoid vulnerability, honesty, and self-advocacy because they carry the possibility of disappointment.
Instead of asking for what we want, we might:
overgive and hope someone “gets the hint”
bite our tongue to keep the peace
stay small to avoid rocking the boat
avoid initiating connection altogether
preemptively withdraw before we can be rejected
And while these strategies may feel protective in the moment, they come at a cost. They prevent us from being truly seen, known, and responded to.
Ironically, the very behaviors we use to avoid rejection often create it—leaving our needs unmet and reinforcing the belief that we don’t matter.
The Link Between Rejection Fear and Self-Worth
For many people, rejection doesn’t just hurt—it feels devastating. That’s because it isn’t experienced as a single moment or interaction. It feels like confirmation of something much deeper.
At the heart of rejection sensitivity is often a rejection of self.
If you already carry beliefs like:
I’m not good enough
I’m too much
I’m asking for too much
I’m unlovable or unwanted
…then rejection doesn’t feel neutral or situational. It feels like proof.
This is especially common for people with anxious attachment, where unworthiness and rejection fears are tightly intertwined. When someone pulls away or can’t meet a need, it doesn’t just sting—it mirrors the painful stories you already tell yourself.
So rather than risking exposure, many people stay in control: improving, proving, performing, and striving behind the scenes—hoping to earn worth without ever testing it.
The Self-Fulfilling Prophecy of Avoidance
Here’s where fear of rejection becomes especially problematic.
You don’t express the need →
the need goes unmet →
you feel hurt and unseen →
you internalize it as rejection →
your fear of rejection deepens →
you become even less likely to speak up next time
And the cycle repeats.
Over time, you get smaller and quieter while resentment and loneliness grow. The connection you want feels further and further away—not because it’s impossible, but because fear is keeping you from reaching for it.
How to Start Shifting a Deep Fear of Rejection
There’s no single switch you can flip to “get over” rejection. But there are a few powerful starting points.
1. Build Self-Worth From the Inside
When you genuinely like and respect yourself, rejection loses some of its sting. It stops feeling like a referendum on your value.
This doesn’t require loving everything about yourself. It’s about developing a steady inner relationship where you can say:
I see my value. I trust myself. I know I bring something to the table.
As self-worth strengthens, you become less likely to interpret every disappointment as personal failure.
2. Reframe What Rejection Actually Means
Someone not choosing you isn’t the same as rejecting you as a human being. Often, it’s about capacity, timing, compatibility, or preference—not your worth.
You don’t like everyone. You can’t meet everyone’s needs. And that doesn’t make you cruel or deficient—it makes you human.
When you zoom out and normalize this reality, rejection becomes less loaded and less self-centered.
3. Let Your Nervous System Learn Through Experience
Mindset work is powerful—but it has limits. Your nervous system learns through experience, not logic.
To truly shift a fear of rejection, you eventually have to take the risk:
say the thing
ask for the need
express the desire
apply for the opportunity
initiate the connection
Only then can your system register:
I survived this. I didn’t collapse. Another outcome is possible.
Without action, old stories remain unchallenged.
Rejection Isn’t the Enemy—Avoidance Is
The goal isn’t to eliminate rejection or pretend it doesn’t hurt. The goal is to stop letting fear dictate your life.
When you avoid vulnerability to stay safe, you also avoid intimacy, growth, and connection.
And for many people, what they want most isn’t perfection or certainty—it’s to be seen, known, and met.
That only happens when we risk being real.
If you struggle with rejection sensitivity, remember:
This isn’t a character flaw. It’s a protective pattern—one that made sense once, but may no longer serve you.
With self-worth, compassion, and courageous action, it can shift.
And on the other side of that fear is the very thing you’ve been protecting yourself from wanting too much.
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Hey everybody. Welcome back to another episode of On Attachment. In today's episode, we are talking all about rejection and how a fear of rejection, which I think is something many of us struggle with, can actually keep us from what we want most. And that can feel like a bit of a cruel irony, but I think it's a really important one to dig into. A lot of us will associate rejection with dating and while it can certainly show up there and is maybe most obvious and most acute there, because we feel like we're sort of auditioning for someone's love and attitude, attention and approval, I actually think that the fear of rejection goes far deeper than that and has branches into many different areas of life. And probably if you're someone who really struggles with a fear of rejection, I'm sure it reaches into every area of life whether you realise it or not. And certainly I think it follows us into romantic relationships. Even when we're in a committed relationship, the fear of rejection can persist and it can really shape how we show up, whether we allow ourselves to be vulnerable, whether we take risks.
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And all of that can really determine whether we get what we want and what we need. And so we're going to be exploring that today, how and where it shows up and possibly some unexpected ways or ways that you haven't really connected the dots that your fear of rejection is driving that, how it interfaces with other fears that are really common for folks with anxious attachment patterns. And how you might start reframing this fear and creating more safety internally so that you're not so, so hyper vigilant all the time, so that you're not anticipating rejection everywhere you look, so that you can stop internalising everyone else's behaviour as being about you. And so that you can start taking even baby steps towards more of what you want through being more vulnerable and really putting yourself out there. Because as we'll talk about today, it really can be a self fulfilling prophecy that we don't go after what we want because we're so scared that we might fail or that we might be rejected and then lo and behold, we don't get what we want. So the outcome is almost guaranteed in not going after the thing. Before we get into today's episode, a reminder for anyone who has maybe missed it in the past couple of weeks that my 28 day secure self challenge is coming back in January. We'll be kicking off on the 12th of January runs for 28 days, go figure.
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And it's all about building self worth. So we go through four pillars of Self worth, self compassion, self regulation, self advocacy and self trust and we spend a week on each. There will be daily audio lessons, a pop up community, a couple of live calls with me. It's a really, really great one, kind of short and sweet, really doable and always gets beautiful feedback. I've run it four times now, I think. So if you're interested in joining the Secure Self Challenge, I would absolutely love to have you. And you can find the link to join in the show notes or by heading directly to my website. Second quick announcement.
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So go cheque those out, they're a great resource. Okay, so let's talk about the fear of rejection and how being ruled by this fear actually keeps us from the things that we want most. Now I think it's really important to acknowledge at the outset that nobody really likes rejection, or if they do, they are certainly outliers. It is very normal, human natural to feel hurt by rejection, to shy away from it, that it might bring us into contact with fear, shame, embarrassment, humiliation, all sorts of uncomfortable feelings that we are evolutionarily wired to stay away from. And so I think a kind of normal, natural level of aversion towards rejection is not something that we need to pathologize or make ourselves wrong for. And at the same time, I think we can acknowledge that for many of us, it goes beyond what we might call a normal amount of rejection sensitivity or aversion. And it crosses over into really holding us back from the things that we want. It feels crippling, it feels overwhelming.
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It feels like we couldn't possibly do something if there's any risk of rejection attached to it. So whether that's in dating, and we're absolutely terrified of being rejected by someone, and if the person that we went on two dates with were to say that actually they're not feeling a spark, we'd go into a total spiral and meltdown and we'd feel terrible about ourselves. Or we're scared to put ourselves forward for an opportunity at work because if we were to not get it, that would be such a blow to our sense of self and self esteem and self worth. Or even in friendships. I think we can shy away from maybe opening ourselves up to friends or trying to build friendship. That can feel really vulnerable, expressing that we'd like to spend more time with someone or inviting people to things. We can be so afraid of them saying no, or maybe not wanting the friendship in the same way that we do. We can fear that people don't really like us.
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And all of that can lead us to hold back from pursuing what we really desire for ourselves, because we're so afraid of what might happen if we were to not get it. The other big one when it comes to rejection is in relationships themselves. And as I said in the intro introduction, I think we can treat rejection as a dating thing and then think that it ceases to apply in relationships once they're established. But I think that rejection can be very present in relationships. For example, every time that you bite your tongue rather than expressing a need or desire. Or maybe you don't reach out for connection or intimacy, or you don't speak up for what you want. So much of that is grounded in this fear of what if this isn't received in the way that I'm hoping? What if the person doesn't respond the way I want them to? What will that mean about me? And so I just freeze up. I shy away from it, and I prefer not to take the risk rather than to risk rejection or disappointment because that feels too painful.
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So, as you can see, this has a lot of applications. It shows up in a lot of places. And I think the common thread in amongst all of that is risk aversion coupled with the tendency to internalise other people's behaviour or choices or desires as being a function of our worth or a comment on our values. So if a friend is not available or too busy, it's because they don't like us. Or if we don't get the promotion we were hoping for at work, it's because we're not smart enough, or no one values our contributions. Or you know, in dating, if that person doesn't want to go on a second or third date, it's because we're unattractive or they thought that we were weird or awkward or we said too much in the date. And in relationships, if someone can't meet our needs, it's because our needs are wrong and so we just have to bury them. Note the tendency there to make every everything about us and our deficiencies and our not enoughness rather than just seeing that as a fact of life, that sometimes we get what we want and other times we don't.
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That doesn't have to mean anything about us. And also recognising that other people's willingness and capacity is not for us to control or manage or be responsible for. The other really important piece when it comes to the fear of rejection is that, and I've spoken about this before, I think at the heart of a fear of rejection is a deep, deep rejection of self and a deep self criticism, a deep sense of unworthiness and not enoughness. And in this way I think there is a real interplay and interconnectedness between the rejection wound and the unworthiness wound. And for anxiously attached people, people with that pattern, that makes a lot of sense because they tend to go hand in hand for us, we feel like we're not enough, we feel like we have to prove, we feel like we have to tiptoe. And we tend to be so self critical and so hard on ourselves, we tend to feel so unworth worthy. That rejection is not just something that happens relationally. It feels like it's holding a mirror up.
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It's a confirmation of our worst fears. That we are in fact not good enough, not attractive enough, not likeable. That people don't want to meet our needs, maybe that we're asking too much, we're too sensitive. All of those things tend to be beliefs that we already hold about ourselves. And so the rejection piece is less about what this person thinks of me and more about. They have become the confirmation of what my greatest fears about myself are or what I already think of me. And that's the piece that we often want to avoid or want to hide from is our own inner dialogue and finding external confirmation of that. So instead of putting all of that out there, putting it out in the open and risking having all of that exposed in a way that feels so tender and vulnerable, we just keep working and trying and pushing, improving and doing all of the things behind the scenes, hoping that we'll earn our worth in that way without ever having to sort of test it, or without ever having to release control or put ourselves out there in a way that feels so vulnerable because we just don't really want to face the possibility of someone else mirroring back to us the very, very painful storeys that we're already harbouring about ourselves.
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And I think it's so important here to really recognise how much of a self fulfilling prophecy that is, how much of a loop we get stuck in there. We're so afraid of rejection so we don' voice the need and instead we maybe just burn ourselves out in over giving and prioritising everyone and hoping that they take a hint, but they don't. And so the need goes unmet and we feel hurt and rejected and that leads us to feel even worse about ourselves and even more vulnerable and more sensitive to rejection. And so we're even less likely to take the risk, to open ourselves up to voice the need because we're now even more convinced that someone's not going to meet us there or that they don't care about us. And so we get small, smaller and smaller at the same time as we get more and more hurt and more and more resentful and it just spirals into a really unhelpful, unhealthy place where that fear of rejection and that risk aversion around vulnerability is keeping us from the thing that we most desire for ourselves, which is to be seen and to be known and to be responded to, to feel that sense of attunement, to have someone show up for us and say, like, yes, you matter to me, your needs matter to me and I'm here for you. Realise that we might be blocking that in really real ways because we are so terrified that someone won't be able to meet us there. And yet our behaviour is actually creating confirmation of that storey that is keeping us stuck. So what do we do about all this and how do we start shifting this big, deep, old, for many of us, pattern around rejection? I think there are a few pieces.
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There's some mindset stuff, there's some nervous system stuff and I think there's just some getting out there and ripping the band aid off kind of stuff. Almost desensitising ourselves to rejection. I do think that focusing on building self worth, I probably sound like a broken record because it's my solution to everything. But I do think that it is a solution to a lot of these things because the more comfortable we are in ourselves and we can say like, I like who I am, maybe I'm not totally in love with myself, but I like who I am and I'm comfortable in who I am, I see my value, I think I'm a good person and I think I bring things to the table. I trust that people like me, all of those things. That allows us to soften some of those deeply self rejecting, self critical storeys which in turn makes us less likely to interpret those storeys everywhere. It's sort of like if you're really self conscious about something in your appearance and if you look at a photo, your eyes go there straight away even though no one else would notice it. The same is true, I think when we're so hyper attuned to our perceived deficiencies, we see them everywhere and we assume that everyone else sees them everywhere and that they're the reason for everything.
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So I think the more that we build a solid foundation within ourselves where we're like, you know what? I'm okay with who I am, I like myself, I am proud of how I show up up, then those really painful storeys start to fall away and the sensitivity to rejection feels much less acute because we're less likely to take everyone's behaviour personally as confirmation of our deep seated feelings of unworthiness because those just have less power over us. I think another key piece is recognising that if someone doesn't want to go on a date with you or doesn't want to be close friends with you or someone in a relationship can't or won't meet meet needs that feel really important to you. That's not a rejection of you as a person. It is a function of their differing preferences or capacity. Right? In the same way that we can't do everything and be everything to everyone and we don't like every single person ever. And that doesn't mean anything other than like we've all got limited bandwidth and we've all got our own preferences. And of course like there can be a bit of a sting there and it can feel a bit personal, but just reminding ourselves that I don't have to make this all about me, I don't have to take this very, very personally. I don't want to go on a date with everyone.
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I don't want to be best friends with everyone. I can't meet everyone's needs. Some things will work for me, others won't. I think it allows us to make that all a bit more neutral and a bit less putting ourselves at the centre of it and making it mean something about who we are. So when we can kind of zoom out from that and get a bit more comfortable with like, well, yeah, of course that's true. Right. Of course I'm not for everyone and everyone's not for that. Can feel a bit less like a personal failing if whatever the thing is doesn't work out the way that you were hoping.
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And I think last but not least, as I said, there is an element of actually just getting into the arena, of ripping the band aid off, of taking the risk, because we can like, do all of the mindset work in the world, but for our nervous system we actually need to show it that rejection can be safe, that we can experience something like that and not die. And as with so many things, when we never run the experiment, we never get to, to disprove the storey. So if you are so locked in this frozen state of I could never possibly say those words or express that thing to my partner or ask for this or tell them about this fear, then you never get to experience the healing that might come from that actually going better than you thought it would. And you only ever get to hold onto the storey as it is because you're never giving yourself the opportunity to disprove it and for another storey to emerge. So our nervous system really learns through show rather than tell, which is why the mindset work can only go so far. We actually do have to take action. We have to have the experiences that then register in our system as, oh, another way is possible and this is what that could feel like. So I hope that that's given you something to think about.
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If you're someone who struggles with rejection, as I'm sure probably 95% of people listening are recognising, that oftentimes it's a self worth problem and we are projecting out our worst fears and our most painful beliefs about our own shortcomings. And we're perceiving them everywhere through every rejection, big and small. We assume that that's the reason and so it just collects evidence in favour of all of that. And realising that as we start to shift those storeys and build self worth and become someone that we really like and are proud of being that all of that tends to solve itself much of the time because that little loop is less active and we can sort of step out of that self fulfilling prophecy. Reminding yourself that rejection is not a personal failing, it's just sometimes compatibility thing, it's a personal preference thing, it's a capacity thing. None of that has to be about you and your worth and your value. That's just life being life and people being people. And again, I think as we become more comfortable in ourselves, we can sort of take that with a grain of salt and not be overly self centred or dramatic about it.
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We can sort of let it wash over us, water off a duck's back rather than spiralling into an emotional heap or meltdown over it. And last but not least, you really do have to get out there and take risk risks and disprove these old storeys and old patterns through action rather than just thinking positive thoughts, because that's really where the change happens. So, sending you lots of love. Hope it's been helpful and that it's been a good reminder of all of the ways that our fear can actually directly block us from the thing that we want most, which for many of us is love, connection and a felt sense of safety in our relationship. So, sending you lots of love and I look forward to seeing you again next time.
Keywords from Podcast Episode
fear of rejection, anxious attachment, self worth, vulnerability, romantic relationships, dating, rejection sensitivity, self-fulfilling prophecy, self compassion, self regulation, self advocacy, self trust, Secure Self Challenge, personal growth, inner dialogue, self criticism, unworthiness, emotional resilience, friendships, needs in relationships, fear of failure, risk aversion, self acceptance, mindset, nervous system regulation, pattern interrupt, intimacy, people pleasing, self improvement, rejection in friendships